February 2011
1 post
Cant do anything right.
Why do i always fuck shit up? People always have this tendency to trust me, and i always let them down.
I always make it harder for my friends to be around me.
I fuck shit up and as friends, they still stand by me, being a real friend but to their own loss.
Today, I realized that my friend just had to shut down his business because of my actions. And he couldnt even get mad at me because he...
January 2011
3 posts
People.
Zombies. Adrenaline coursing through my veins, heart thumping, desperately trying to get away. Dashing through the streets, leaping over fences, hoping i wont turn into breakfast for the undead. And then a woman starts giving me a blowjob. Slowly she puts her mouth over and then….. *RING RING RING*.
I open my eyes.
No zombies running around like an episode of The Walking Dead nor is a hot...
Insight
For the first time it hits me.
At first i thought it was just a weird case of depression but after thinking about it, i realized- it was the feeling of being grateful. For everything that i have, and for everything that the close people in my life had to put up with. For years it was the people that were close to me that had to deal with me being so nonchalant about everything (school, work,...
