Cant do anything right.
Why do i always fuck shit up?
People always have this tendency to trust me, and i always let them down.
I always make it harder for my friends to be around me.
I fuck shit up and as friends, they still stand by me, being a real friend but to their own loss.
Today, I realized that my friend just had to shut down his business because of my actions. And he couldnt even get mad at me because he knew I didnt fuck him over intentionally but out of stupidity.
Hes probably more so mad at himself for mixing up friendship with his business.
Im so naive and stupid that it suffocates those close to me.
Im not worthy of peoples trust. Ill only hurt them in the end.
